Well I did not attend any grill outs, didn't see any fireworks, and did not go to any parades. I spent most of the holiday trying to rest and rebuild.
Usually I feel better on Monday's but not quite 100% till Wednesday. But this Monday seems tougher. It's very difficult to climb a flight of stairs with out lying on my bed for a few minuets to catch my breath. I looked at my count sheet again and my red counts are low as well as the white. Not as low as the white, but still low enough to mention.
Walked out to the mail box and was exhausted. I feel like a 500 pound 85 yr old. I hate not being able to do normal, everyday things.
The chemo does build up over time and it takes your body longer and longer to recover. After this weekend I have made up my mind not to go on with treatments after next month. That is as long as my scans this coming Friday show cancer free. I am praying that I am cancer free.
Wish there was something I could take or eat that would get my counts back to normal. I guess all I need is time.
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